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I'm okay now :)

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 23, 2009, 7:31 PM
Well, I'm back at home now... and everything's okay, I guess :|
My dad's just kind of ignoring me now... but oh well.

Since I couldn't tell the whole story of what happened earlier, I'll tell you people now:

I was telling my dad about a video that Megan and I want to make with two of our guy friends. Then he says "Well, I have to be there cuz they might rape you or something" And I say "Ok... but they wouldn't do that. And mom said that she would meet them then we could go make the video."

So he and I start arguing a little... then I say "Ok, just forget about it." So I go take a shower and right when I get out, I have such a strong feeling that he's gonna blow up on me, so I just go out (in clothes of course :XD:) and get on the computer. Then what do you know?! He starts yelling at me!!! Ugh. I don't even remember how it started... but here's a little summary of the bad things he said:

"Maybe I would let you make a video with those guys if you didn't act like such a street hustler. You wear so much make up, and wear ur tight jeans, u act like such a sleaze bag! see, right when u put on ur makeup, it means U WANNA FUCK! fuck you, i hate you, you little bitch"

Of course, that wasn't in order, really :XD:

And it's so funny, after he kicks me out of the house, he comes outside as i wait for my mom and says "Why aren't you gone yet?" and i say "Well, do u want me to walk to where my mom is?! I'm waiting for her, she said she'd come"
So he's like "well come near the door then"
i'm like "no, why should i?"
and he gets all pissed and says "NOW!"
so i go. And I wait...
He goes back in the apartment
Then he comes out at one point and says "I don't hate you. I love you."
So i say I love him back.
So he goes back in the house.
THEN he comes out again and says "Thanks Toni. And you can thank Megan too for turning u into a fucking slut."
So i'm like "whatever"
So my mom comes and i get in the car while she and him argue......

Soooo yah! :hmm:

But not like i'm blameless in all of this... Don't think it's all him lol

  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: I Am Not A Whore by LMFAO

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  • Favourite movie: hmmm.... can't choose...
  • Favourite band or musician: FALL OUT BOY!!! others include: My chemical romance, linkin park, panic at the disco and much more!
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Comments


:iconsahara-g:
Wow... to the jurnal... yeah.... can i help?
:iconmoohatzpleasoul:
wow.. thank you for the fave :)

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Bigbangofsimple
:iconfalloutgrrl:
Oh no problem :D

I like your gallery :)

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I’m into EMO stuff, so I must CUT MYSELF
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be STUPID
I’m QUIET, so I must be SHY

I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED.

Fall Out Boy/ Patrick Stump fans, go here:
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:iconmoohatzpleasoul:
i like your gallery too :D

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Bigbangofsimple
:iconfalloutgrrl:
Thank you :aww:

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I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be STUPID
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I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED.

Fall Out Boy/ Patrick Stump fans, go here:
:heart: [link] :heart:
:icontoseeabutterfly:
Thanks for the :+fav:

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:iconfalloutgrrl:
np dear! :D

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I’m into EMO stuff, so I must CUT MYSELF
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be STUPID
I’m QUIET, so I must be SHY

I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED.

Fall Out Boy/ Patrick Stump fans, go here:
:heart: [link] :heart:
:iconsuitelandinfamy:
:iconlaplz::iconlaplz:
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:iconfalloutgrrl:
What happened? :la:

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I’m into EMO stuff, so I must CUT MYSELF
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be STUPID
I’m QUIET, so I must be SHY

I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED.

Fall Out Boy/ Patrick Stump fans, go here:
:heart: [link] :heart:
:iconsuitelandinfamy:
nothing XDDDDD

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When your demented your mom says your special its a lie its only her way of making you feel better about yourself !



"They say inside your a hero but im just the one that no one wil remember. just a lost cause everyone gave up on"

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